oh my...sounds stressful for you. My thoughts and prayers go out to you. I've never had to deal with such a situation before but, if it were me, I think I would call a suicide prevention hotline for some advice. It sounds like your mom is a danger to herself and that she needs medical attention and intervention with the meds she is taking. I would also enlist the help of whatever family SHE has, as you need help dealing with this NOW. Good luck and my prayers go out to you. I hope some senior members here will have some advice for you!