I'm not going to disagree that our relationship has been rough and rocky. We have been both dealing with a lot. I have mental health problems, and stability problems. I think going on my own would just make me emotionally breakdown. It makes me cringe even thinking about It. I have come off the streets, and I have been trying very hard not to self destruct. He has been there for me during rough times for me, I have as well been nasty without the intention of hurting him, and I am slowly with time getting better. I really think I should stick it out, and try to support each other things are getting better for us. I am going back to school, he got a job so we no longer need to be stressed out and fight over money (which was a HUGE problem for us) I honestly think we need the time apart, and with him working now, and me being in school we have that rather than being together 24/7 sitting on welfare and fighting over stupid things. I have been working on myself, I have 12 hours a day now to relax, and deal with things in my head, and I appreciate him when he's here now. We have both met each other at a rough point in our lives, but look at this way. He would have never gotten a job if i wasn't around to motivate him, and help him feel good about himself, he would probably still be sitting on welfare drinking, we barely drink now. We want to better ourselves, I know he just wants to make me happy, It's just been hard from him with his anxiety issues to go out there and get his life together. Now he has goals - wants to go to film school, get a band going again. If we have been through so much, why throw it all away, that should say something about our relationship. At first I was just frustrated with our situation, and wanted to say just screw it. I want to work hard on making things right, yes we haven't been together that long, but when I fell for him I fell hard, I am still very attracted to him, we have bad days when we are stressed out, and take it out on each other, but we have been both working on talking things out rather than lashing out. It's been hard but I honestly think It will be worth It. I know trust is important in a relationship, I know a lot of it has to deal with my insecurities, thats why I know now I need to get help, and better myself. Besides I'm better off with him, and living with him then anywhere else.