Ugggggggggh, I know how you feel. Once I got the military to stop shoving antidepressants down my throat and to send me to a real pdoc I was well taken care of. The only thing that scared me when I became a civilian was how am I going to find the same tratment? It has been over a year and I am still searching..... There are other docs than can help you, but like med combos, finding a doc to work with can be trial and error.