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Originally Posted by PeeJay
Aw Rainbow!
I'm sorry. Does it help to see her picture though? To bring you comfort when you aren't around her?
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Thanks, PeeJay. Sometimes it helps and sometimes it makes me feel sad.
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Originally Posted by HealingTimes
Oh Rainbow, this sounds really hard for you.
Do you know why you try and sabotage yourself? Have you spoken to your T about the fact that you look her up online?
Sorry, more questions than advice. But sending you lots of hugs (i hope you don't mind the hugs).
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HT, I haven't looked on FB for months until very recently, and I haven't realized my T is back on FB until today. I used to talk to her about it, and told her that googling her made me feel terrible. Long ago, I promised not to look up her family on FB. She wasn't on it then. I don't know if I can tell her again. I'm too embarrassed because I'm doing so well lately, with my painting and writing, and so on. I don't know why I looked today. I really don't! I love the hugs. Thank you.