Rainbow, I have the same feelings for my T. It's difficult to live with and I have to ignore the urges to pick up the phone and call her because I need her so badly. I just have no one to talk about what's going on, and with only monthly one hour appointments, it just isn't enough.

I wish I could afford to see her more as she is in private practice and has already reduced her payment rate for me. I will just have to tough it out, but it is so, so very difficult.