I got a call today from my new pdoc's office. There was a cancellation and they were able to get me in a week early. I was open and honest with him (maybe too honest) and he is putting me in the hospital. He says he is worried about my stability right now and thinks this is the best thing for me at this time. He thinks it's very important that I start my meds right away and be in a positive environment. I don't want to go back.. this will be my 3rd stay in less than 6 months, but I really want to get better so off I go....

I'll see y'all in 3 days. Hopefully it will be a better more stable me...