Stop downing yourself sweetheart. If right now you don't know who you are let me tell you. You are fearfully and wonderfully made, you are beautiful inside and outside, you are gifted, talented and unique. You are smart. You are special. You are a great person. You are loved. You are cared about. You are the best. Whoever or whatever you're hearing telling you all that other stuff you mentioned it's a LIE don't believe it because you're none of that. You are and OVERCOMER. Stand up my friend and say today I will live in victory because I am fearfully and wonderfully made I am and OVERCOMER! All my best to you my friend.You can do anything because you are a strong person say it and believe it because it's true.