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Originally Posted by tigergirl
You are doing so well with the writing and artwork and that's wonderful you did some volunteering  I know you mentioned the jealousy ... but also wondered if any of it connected to doing so well but then stopping and worrying; and needing to reconnect to your T in the old ways you are familiar with?
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Maybe......thanks, tg. Maybe I want to connect with T in old ways. I want to be little with her, not always be an adult. I also still feel "in love" with her. I can't deny that. That won't go away for years. I know from past experiences with others I've felt like that about. I'll probably die with these feelings for her. Sorry so morbid.