So I am relatively young, early twenties, and I have always had a hard time with quitting when the going gets rough. My resume is spotty, to say the least.
I've walked out on almost every job I've ever taken. I get in a negative head space and I let the mindset fester. Finally I can't take it anymore, and I quit.
My most recent job was a union job, part time (good for school), with excellent benefits. The work is difficult, strenuous, and fast paced. I convinced myself that I hated it, and I quit.
I really needed that job for a number of reasons. I'm going to reapply and try to get it back.
I was hoping someone would know, what the hell is wrong with me, and how do I change it? Really beating myself up over this.
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Dx:
Bi Polar 1, rapid cycling, mixed episodes.
OCD, pure O.
Alcoholism
Rx:
Lamictal 150mg
Paxil 40mg
Zyprexa 5-10mg
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