Tigers are out. Gave up a grand slam home run late in Saturday's game so they will not be winning the World Series again--Now it's 30 years. I know I have a chemical imbalance that is causing me to feel the way I do. I can feel physically that there is something that isn't right. Mother was a psych nurse and later an oncology nurse. She dealt with depression and I think her mother might have been schizophrenic. I had my first period at 9. I had a lot of mood swings and emotional problems with that. Never had a baby. I had my last period just before turning 52 and that was five years ago. It seems like I'm in constant PMS now. My cat is 13. He seems OK now but I'm really afraid of losing him and then I won't have anyone as all my family is dead.