I'm not sure whether what I'm going to say will help you in any way but I'll try.

I think I understand what you are feeling at the moment (at least to a certain extend) because I have similar thoughts. And I'm planning to do it - just not now, I have some issues that need to be solved first. I know where I want to go, when I'm going to do this and what I want to do when I get there.

If you really feel you need to run then I think you should consider doing it. But don't do it like the last time - you need a plan first. At the beginning you have to decide where you want to go. Then find a place to live there - an apartment or a hotel room. And of course a job - no way you can skip thas point, you need to pay your bills somehow. I recommend checking online offers in the area you want to move to.

Moving often works - it's like you were getting a second chance and starting a new life. It's good to know what's causing your depression - if it is the place you live in, people you deal with on a daily basis, a job you are not satisfied with - then IMO you should go. Removing the cause of your pain should help a great deal even if it doesn't solve the problem completely. But if it's someting else, something from the past or something you are dealing with that has nothing to do with your location - then I'm not sure whether the moving will help or not. Of course you are free to try it - you never know.

I hope you'll find the solution that works for you. Keep us updated, ok?

Take care,

sparkling