Ok, so they emailed me back today, they say they can give me contact details for drs in my area that are good with this sort of stuff and can give me a referral to a T (otherwise I can't claim it on Medicare). I'm thinking about going to my own dr still, because he HAS shown interest in my mental health before, especially after seeing my self harm a couple of years ago. Now, I'm freaking out a bit more, I don't know how to broach the subject, I don't know whether to go with MY dr, or one that they have on their database.
I'm trying to keep up the "ok I'm going to see someone about this" but with these fears of how to bring it up, I have to admit I'm faltering on that.