But darkeyes, it's beginning to PHYSICALLY hurt, these feelings are so bad. I'm scared of not finding another job, TERRIFIED of losing my boyfriend, worried I'll NEVER pass this stupid driving test, and just want this pain to go away.
If I have a purpose on this earth, I would love to be able to find it. Right now, I'm having visions of going down to the beach and sliting my wrists, and I HATE thinking like that! I really do!
All I want is to find peace, happiness and not be alone again. That's what I'll setlle for. If I can just have that, I'll be happy as a clam.

((((((((((((((((darkeyes)))))))))))))))), for your kind, caring words