I am also very sorry you are hurting..

I do also strongly disagree... My 1st T just was not a good fit for me there was no connection and to be honest she talked more about herself .. I called the center and complained to the administrator. I was mad hurt pissed off. He scheduled an appointment for me to come in and talk to him ..... I knew within 30 mins that him and I would be a good fit ...

He honestly cares about me and has seen me for free many times ... why ? Because he is a decent human being that can and does care ..It's not all about a paycheck. Trust me they really aren't living in mansions off there paychecks they receive.

I hope you find a good therapist that you have a connection with .. It's amazing .