For the past couple weeks I've gone to a clinic in the next town over that offers free mental health care. I have another appointment on thursday morning, and earlier I was thinking about canceling it, but now I think I'm probably going to keep it and go anyway. I don't know how much I'll be able to say, but I'm going to try. Can't afford meds, but I took them in the past and they didn't help anyway. Right now, I just want to stop crying and get my life back on track. I'm trying so hard, but the wait is literally a killer.