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Originally Posted by tigergirl
(((Mona))) that's a good point about not listening to your gut instinct ... the last few T's you seem to have known fairly quickly that they weren't working for you but kept going until you were hurt by them ... I just read what you said to Rain about hurting herself being addictive ... do you think that is part of why you don't find it easy to listen to your gut instinct of RUN  |
Yes, I do have a self destructive behaviour in that regard. I knew ts were no good and partners but I still carried on knowing what was happening and I would be heartbroken. I suppose I was always afraid to move away from people first and to make the decision to change. I wondered for years what was wrong with me that I let people hurt me and it is only now that you said it Tigergirl that I realise what an unhealthy pattern it is. My gut has been screaming at me about my gf- we broke up last week and yesterday I learned she cheated just like all the others.
I think I am far too trusting and don't think that people have agendas and now I have learned they do it scares me and I really don't think I can ever trust another human being fully. I have never had anyone in my life that has shown me that humans are kind and trustworthy .
Thank you Tigergirl
