I'll go for it... I wrote this one after I broke a promise to stop... Definitely Triggering though...

Call it a burn
Call it some heat
Call it a burden
Call it defeat

Call it a cut
Call it some blood
Call in my tears
Call in for a flood

Call it intention
Call it design
Call it mistaken
Call it malign

Call it a breakdown
Call it a lie
Call it a meltdown
Please let me die

Call me disaster
Call me through hate
Call me right now
Hang up, it's too late...