Well, aside from the vodka martinis part, I listen to a lot of alternative music

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I guess I do what I do because I have to. I'm responsible for supporting myself, so I go to work when I don't feel like it. (Doesn't mean I get anything done there, but I go warm the chair.) A lot of it is just putting one foot in front of the other until my mood improves. It's a tough thing to do, I know.
I hope you get some relief soon.
Candy