I'm so sorry that you are having trouble finding people willing to listen or care about what you have to say. Please keep posting or you can PM me. I will be glad to listen. I don't know if I have any answers but I will be gald to listen.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin
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