I had always used it in my teens on and off with alcohol in the mix. I became extremely dependent on alcohol and once I quit alcohol I began smoking about three months in. Sometimes every night for a few months sometimes barely at all, never had negative side effects other then sometimes getting 'too high' and getting a little panic which doesnt happen any more cause I know ill be fine in an hour. Doesnt make me crave alcohol like they told me it would in rehab
I have an addictive personality and I dont get addicted to weed, I never smoke during the day. Right now I havent smoked in over a month simply cause im living in a busy house and would prefer peace and quiet when I smoke. I like the after effects more then anything, when the high wears off cause I dont really get burned out I just feel mellow and nice.
It seems to have a bit of an anti depressant effect when Im feeling very low. If im having hypo mania it defiantly brings it more to normal. I would use it more during the day to see how it helps me during the day, but really i dont want to be half stoned all the time.
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