Back to my original issue, if anyone is still following..
I had another session last night, 2nd since confessing to being a google stalker. I hadn't planned on talking about it again but T did. Emphasising over and over that therapy won't work if I don't trust him.

I'm like wtf, why can't I google you without it having nasty implications? Maybe I google stalk you because I don't know anything about you and I'm dying of curiousity!

I don't see a correlation between googling a t and trust.