Ok so I answered all the questions, whilst cringing and sef-loathing, and I got a 181. At first I was excited before I remembered it's not a test you are attempting to pass, and with marks like these I clearly fail. Miserably.

My brain is like a smorgasbord of emotions and "deficiencies" so says the sanity test (and every psychiatrist, psychologist & psychoanalysts I've ever met, too). But does that I have to mean I am beyond repair? I don't know what to do at this point, hence coming to this site and giving my head once last chance at clearing the crap out.