((((((((((((Tomi Jill Wendy))))))))))))))))))

I am sorry . I hope that you didn't think I wasn't trusting of you guys..... I meant in 3D. I don't mean to push everyone away .....I am sorry . Last night I sat down here and read so many posts and am trying to find my way.

I just feel so overwhelmed by everything that has gone on with me lately.....yes the self pity has come through - the why me attitude that I soooo dislike within me. I have fought so hard to not let that happen and it sneaked in on me.

I promise that I will make more of an effort to reach out....it's just so hard ya know?

Love you all for caring about me....please don't worry though ok?

xoxo


Heather