the feeling of emptiness is such a hard thing to battle.

i am the same as you. i rarely go out the house, since new year i have been out about twice. so you are not alone in this. i look at it this way... we may be alone in our homes, but we have dozens of friends the other side of a computer screen. i have people here at PC who i know i will have a pm from when i turn my computer on, and that is the best thing of all. 3 of the people i met on PC and i have daily chats via email. its one to one, and some days i feel like i cant chat, but i do anyway. we always have something to say, and we get on very well. i do that seperately with 3 people, and its really good. its nice to have little routine daily. it makes me feel wanted by someone. do you have anyone you can do that with, if not i am sure we can do it. pm each other everyday, get to know eachtoher. i would recomend it to anyone.

am i rambling?!

when the time is right you will make new friends. i have no friends in everyday life, the only people who populate my life are 3 members of my family, of which i wouldnt see if i wasnt living at home with them.

you will meet and make new friends, i promise. you are just experiencing a rough patch right now. but well done on connecting with songs, its good therapy. im always searching for songs that connect to me. i find it a huge relief.

am i rambling again, i feel like im talking utter jiberish!

i will stop now, but know that if you EVER need a chat, it doesnt matter what its about ok, just pm me. im right here for you. hand in hand we can walk this road, never needing to be alone again.

simon

p.s. sorry for the rambling again...