Sorry to drag this on, but, I don't know if this is normal?
Since I've decided to actually see someone, I don't know if I'm rationalising or what, but I'm basically dead certain in my head that I really don't need help, that there's nothing wrong with what I do, like surely this **** is what ALL women do.
It's weird because its the exact opposite to how I was thinking a couple of days ago, since I decided to talk to a dr, I don't feel like I need to... Is this weird?