I miss having another person to talk to, but I have issues in that I only want them when I want them, and then I want them to go away. That is why chat forums are helpful to me...I can be giving and caring and then before I get overwhelmed I can just leave the site.

I do miss horribly, not having a man to snuggle with me, not to mention make love to. That's the hardest part, and no pillow can take the place of one.

I'm not looking for a replacement, but it is very difficult to look forward, when backward keeps poking me in the side, reminding me of the good times, the warm times, the times of love.