Heather,
You have always been so quick to give support to others, I hope you can find a way to ask for some yourself. I know how hard it is to reach out sometimes - I'm not very good at it myself - but I can tell you, it will help. Maybe you're not quite ready to yet, and that's ok. Take the time you need. But don't ever forget that you have lots of people here who love you.
In the meantime, be gentle with yourself.
*hugs*
Jo
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