I'm so tired. I want to go to bed and its only about 7 p.m. here right now. Everybody in the house is still awake. My kids don't go to bed until 9:30. That seems so long from now. That, plus my mother is on one of her rampages where nothing is good and everything is bad to her and she walks around complaining at everyone.yes, you guessed it: I live with her. I'm so ready to get into bed right now. I need to be alone. I want to just watch tv by myself and sit online and post on here and facebook. Nothing is good enough for my mother and its all my fault. I just want to go to sleep and I won't be able to for another two or two 1/2 hours.