Hello I am sorry you are havinga rough time at this time. Are you seeing a therapist, you may need a medication adjustment at this time to help you function on a better and more stable manner. I am concerned since you said that you were becoming delusional. I feel that you need to call your therapist or Dr if you have one so that they can help you during this time. I am also going to leave you a hotline number to call in case you are up at night and ned someone to talk to in person. 1-800-273-TALK. In any emergency circumstance you should always call your Dr to let them know you are in crisis(any time of hte day) or go to the local Emergency Room in your area. I hope things get better for you soon Take cae Sincerely Soidhonia