I hope things, are ok, now? Anyways, I've rather enjoyed coming across your posts, when I bumped into them, here.
I hear you, about feeling older than your age. Some of us, have had to grow up, too young, in life. Not, the fairest of things, but it brings out a certain something, in those of us, that have.
fyi, I thought your font color was fun, I hope that wasn't a troublesome spot for you?
*hug*