Hello Wally. Have you called you dr to get your medicaiton adjusted. That would be the best thing you could do at this time is getting stable, and being the person that you need to be for yourself and the person that you are with. Call your Dr Wally they can help you more than anyone here at the moment, and hopefully you can calm down and feel better soon when you get your medication adjusted. Call YOUR DR. Take care Soidhonia