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Old Oct 22, 2013, 10:06 PM
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I'll be honest, I'm not sure what part of what I did in 06 was hypo or full blown. I was delusional in that I thought I was 'in love' but it was a two way thing going on there. But, all those 4 hr nights of sleep, I was writing, I wrote a story (not saying it was good enough to be published) that was 174 pages of paper printed front and back, in less than 3 months. I've never written anything longer than a term paper before that. A lot of people who read it liked it. I was very goal directed. Hey, am I the only one here that gets hypersexual though? Lord have mercy, I hate that part.
No. I'm more often than not hyper sexual. When going into hypo mania it's awesome feeling but sometimes annoying. In mania it's absolutely insane. Ridiculous. Honestly. I remember having an orgasm in line at a rite aid while handing the cashier money. How this happens? no idea. Seriously. It's just the feeling of it, not like some full blown, vocalization. Glad you mentioned this. I dress differently. I think I'm other people or related to them, I constantly feel I'm living a movie. If I'm watching one I really believe the characters are all people I know personally. I believe I too can also heal people from them being in my presence and recycling their energy. I will be hostile w anyone who gets in my way, or incredibly insulting, and enraged. I sound well. Completely insane. It's extremely painful to feel like that. Plus a billion other things. So for me. There is no h,, maybe I. Hypo manic. It's like oh ****. She's lost it.