Hmm i can accept him. he is perfect now.. he talked with that girl because of me. that time i wont give any time to ask his feelings. that time some distance was maintained between us. so that space was filled by that girl. now i broken that space by showing my love over him. nowadays he used to say " Please get out of that mind. i will be perfect more than you will expect. sure i wont do that mistake again". even i can feel that he is perfect now. but sometime feeling like he is addicted by S@x.. at that point i dont know what to do.. i will cry at maximum point. i will get depressed. he is not showing any interest to me nowadays. if i ask regarding this he will say "you are not trusting me so i dont like to talk anymore. if you trust me sure i will show my love. i will lying at your feet".. please help me.. now my doubt is " can i trust him anymore? can i start my life with him? can i believe he wont repeat this mistake again?" still i love him more.. but i cant able to show my love on him(my painful heart not letting him to accept anymore).. what to do? just give some suggestion to heal my pain..