For white_iris,

It is said communication is 99% non-verbal....I'm hearing that your T is communicating IN THIS WAY that she doesn't genuinely care, or only care when it's convenient for her. For me, I know my T genuinely cares about me, and I wish this in the deepest way for you, for all people here at PC. You may have to start at square one and explain yourself all over again but square one will only last a short while. Talk to therapists on the phone and ask questions like, What kind of therapy do you do? Do you deal with issues of cutting or other issues you have? Get a feel for what their answers are- again, you will probably sense non-verbally where their heart is. Write us again and let us know how you are, not only about your T but how you are doing...