Wow am I feeling like an absolute idiot of idiots right now. I was gonna talk to ex-T tomorrow morning about the stupid fight we had awhile back, cuz it's been the one thing plaguing me since we terminated. So she calls me this afternoon and says she made a mistake and we can't talk at the original scheduled time and suggested another time. So I start laughing as I'm listening to the voice mail thinking ok this is a sign I need to just get over my damn self, right? And I called her back and left a message basically explaining that and saying sorry I bothered you. Then I changed my mind and called again 2 hrs later and left a 2nd voicemail that I changed my mind and i'll take the later time if still available. I haven't heard back from her so I have no idea if I'm supposed to call tomorrow afternoon or not. Sheesh. I suppose it serves me right. I do know how to get myself into stupid situations. Sigh.