Well...Im new here, and I never thought I would join a place like this, but I saw it and thought it was nice. I just dont know what to do anymore. Im so depressed these days. Im just...careless. I dont care about anything, I dont want to do anything...and Im having urges and hullisinations. I dont know what to do. Im also have very low self asteem. I always feel like crying..I just need some support I guess. I dont know what to do to make myself happy. Ideas?