I LOVE reading your threads rainbow and what I love most about your therapy is the honesty between you and T. It feels as though you can say anything to her and she still loves you. Your t is so great.
As for pc, this place is great sometimes when we need some extra support but it also depends on what you want to get from it. By posting we open ourselves up to critiscm and when we are particularly vulnerable comments can be skewed(well we perceive them as that). I think maybe what you need to work on is confidence and the confidence in knowing that you and T are doing some fabulous healing work together and as long as you know and believe that, nothing anyone else says will matter