I do the same thing with planners, I just downloaded an app to my iPad... with the hopes of using it but if I don't I can clear it and try again. No wasted money on paper ones. Yet, I need a paper one in my bag haha.

You know I always feel the same about my job. I'm always scared that I'll be taken out of the floral department and made a cashier again. Which I hate, but I think it's normal to feel that fear a little. It's when it actually effects your work that is when you need to truly worry.