You could try to work for yourself until you feel strong enough to put up with the bs of employers again. You have a degree in English? put an ad online, in your local library etc and start teaching (you wiill need to go online and get the basics of structuring lessons) you can do this anywhere at any time 1-1 or with any number. Just an idea. Good luck and please dont be so down on yourself, you just need time to feel better and a job tat is right for you *hug*