What were you doing?
I would find/take anything right now...
Have you considered getting certification to teach? (or perhaps look into "Teach For America")---you certainly could tutor; and, if you live in an area where there is a refuge/immigrant community you could volunteer to help teaching English (or obtain certification for ESL) In my area there are a number of alternative routes to certification as teachers are needed.
OK enough of the English.
What were you doing? Try not to think ahead too much and get yourself down, keep moving. This is a difficult time...thinking of you.