Naturally, I haven't liked my looks and I don't think I will. But when I put the effort in it, like doing my hair, losing a few lbs., I feel good temporarily. Now, I'm tired and I don't want to spend money on makeup and $20 on foundation.

I used to try to do makeup inspired by celebrities on video (they're all over Youtube). Looking back I think to myself did I really just waste my time.

I can't explain, but now that I've got more responsibilities, trying to look pretty isn't on the top of my list. I don't care what other people look like either, so I think to myself, they must not care about what I look like.

I don't know, I like my appearance in my own way. I try to look decent, not wearing ripped up shirt with holes and if my hair is frizzy and tangled, I tie it up. I have my good days and my bad days...