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Originally Posted by HourHand
Thornbird: I don't think I really have survived it. I am pretty mangled up inside and just beginning to unravel myself. Some days I can get pretty pissed off at all of the crap I've taken. Some days I just want the hell out. Wish I could go! If I were rich I'd be gone. Just don't want to live in my car is all...
embellished: Thank you for your kindness. I am working toward my healing. I am looking into a therapist now, but I cannot afford 100 bucks an hour. I will try to see what the insurance will cover and who 'they' say I can use. Plus I have to juggle everything with my mom's cancer care. It's time. It is time to get my head and heart some help.
HourHand
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I just feel so sorry for you - it is so easy to get into this position and so hard to get out of it - and he really does sound evil! I hope you are managing to protect your children? And I so hope you get on well at Therapy - you need some professional help over all this and I just wish you all the best and that I am thinking of you
