I'm not often on this forum because it is something of the original person. But now i need this forum. Our therapist can not stand her distrust ( of the orginal, we have DID) And therefore said that the contact must be reduced. I do not understand it because i worked so hard to trust her and now she says she can not handle the mistrust. I trust her so why she let us down now? I worked so hard to be not destructive, i try to work with others in our system, i do not make problems anymore. It really hurts because I never trust anyone but I started to trust our therapist. I really do not understand it? Am i not important enough in this whole thing?
I'm afraid i think the therapy will stop, and I have to absorb all the anger of the others. And I need to explain all the memories that hurt to the others.
I feel alone!
Kim
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