My husband was diagnosed with stage IV pancreatic cancer this summer. For a while there it looked like he was going to be dead within a few weeks or months, but he has rallied and is in fact doing very well. But we treasure every single day we have, for we don't know if/when the cancer will go completely out of control. So yes, I know what it is to grieve in anticipation of loss.....it's awful.
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DX: Bipolar 1
Anxiety
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Mild cognitive impairment
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Gabapentin 1200 mg
Geodon 40 mg AM, 60 mg PM
Klonopin 0.5 mg PRN
Lamictal 500 mg
Levothyroxine 125 mcg (rx'd for depression)
Trazodone 150 mg
Zyprexa 7.5 mg
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