I hope telling your story has let you release some of your guilt. I am glad you
Are trying to quit some of your activities. Because it causes you such pain. I might recommend getting you go to counseling. You haven't hurt anyone so only yourself.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin
"Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha