Sometimes I feel like nothing. I feel like I don't exist to other people. I feel like I'm not good enough. Like other people are judging me because I'm no good at what I do and so I get left out and avoided. Thus don't exist. I feel so incapable. Even things I love to do I wonder if I am doing it right and good enough. I'm not. I'm not good at anything. Nothing special. I don't do anything well.