I also suggest the self-esteem forum. I find it really helpful. I have also struggled with anxiety/slight depression for about 10 years and only recently am starting to feel really uncomfortable being around people (friends and family especially). I always feel like they'll think I'm acting weird or that my anxiousness will just be out of control. I find it helpful to confide in a couple really close friends if you can and whatever you do, do not push them away. You need to be able to vent to SOMEONE. Why do you feel you can't trust? Just curious. Good luck and check out the other forum!