I have two teenage daughters. When I started having my family 15 years ago at the age of 19, I only suffered from depression. It is a struggle especially in today's world. Would not take anything for my girls but I think they deserve a better mother. A friend/family member told me that he believes God gives us the children he wants us to have and He must have thought my kids needed me. Don't rush it and pray on it. Parenthood is a 24/7 365 day a year job with not many breaks.....