I applaud you for recognising there is an issue. You are not a bad person, you are wanting to curb this behavior. Do you take any medications for the OCD. Some of the medications can lower sex drive. That is not why one usually takes them and it is often an unwanted side affect. But in your case it may be a welcome side affect. Do you have a T (Therapist)? I think that would help with the guilt and may give you new outlets and better ways to cope with this.

I to hope that sharing has helped. I noticed this is your first thread, I just want to say welcome and I hope you find the support you are looking for here.