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Originally Posted by Illegal Toilet
I was struck by this feeling today as I was eating rice pudding. I guess this is my life? Waking up and eating rice pudding and maybe feeling sick in the morning and maybe not?
Normally I am ok with this because I have anxiety and I just want a drama free existence. But this morning, and every so often, it bothers me.
Does this mean I should try and live a more meaningful and exciting life or is this feeling always going to pop up no matter what I do?
To give you a snapshot, I live with my parents, and am 35, have very low libido due to medication, and losing my hair and i haven't worked for 3 years and have never had any friends except for one year in high school when i was friends with a couple of guys one of whom eventually ended up bullying me.
Thoughts?
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Have you ever thought of taking on a project? Picking something you're interested in and doing something alongside of it? Like for me, I really like cooking and am in the process of posting online different recipes- or if you like to jazz up old furniture as a project, you could do that and then maybe sell the pieces. Maybe see if there's any like groups or clubs you could join for a particular thing you like in your area... just thoughts...
Above all else remember that your employment status, looks, or the number of friends you have don't make the person you are inside. If meeting people in person makes you too anxious, then see if there's any online groups you can join to branch out... I mean you're here, that's a start. HANG IN THERE!
